the deep sea inspired by a friend just met

I sat by your side.... and will till the end of time.... when you are crying... i will offer my shoulder..... when you fall down... i will offer my hand down and pull you back to your feet.... we shall run side by side till the end of time... when you are feeling down... i shall be there to turn the frown... into that lovely smile..... i will look into those eyes... and say i love you countless times.... I will run up and down those mountain sides... just for you.... you are the opposite side.... to this heart of mine.... this just might be a poem... but i mean it to the worlds end... to the worlds deepest sea i will dive down... and fetch that broken key... that is to your heart... you dont need to work for mine.... for you stop my heart every time i hear your voice... every time i see you, i faint..... when i think about you... i feel like i can fly to jupiter and back.... I sit by your side.... and shall till end of time... pondering when you will be mine.... not that other mans... who keep breaking your priceless heart.... and i keep picking you back up and setting you on your feet... hoping you will look into my eyes... and see... that i love you... and shall be by you till the end of time... stop falling my blind love....

believe me when i say im there...

Keep it by me till the end of time…

To the end of the earth and this mind of mine…

I know you be scared to open your heart to mine….

For every guy has been a ass to you….

But what you don’t see….

Is the difference as a friend between me…

And them…

Is that I will offer my shoes so you can run your own path…

I will walk next to you, or just wait for you at the end of the path….

I will offer my umbrella when it is raining tears…

A shoulder to cry apon…

I hope you’ll see that I care…

And you will know it be not a seeming thing in the air…

I havnt yet left a friend of mine…. It be them turning their backs on me…

To lead that path of their own….

I know you be wanting to just look at me

And know, that someone will be there to catch you

I hold my arms up till I know you know I be there to catch you…

I know and so do you….

That in the end I will be there to catch you when your scared…..

I wont let go, till u tell me to….

Ill set you down on this beautiful earth we be calling ours….

You can run far away….

But in the end when you turn around and need that one being…

I will be standing there, with these arms open… and mind pondering

Why didn’t she just believe me?

dont you be trippin

She trips over her feet thinking about you…. She don’t know why she has fallen so hard for you… I be her friend, it hurts me to see, that you caused her such pain and joy for thee…. You where more then just love for her…. It cant be true no more… when I saw you two, I thought you two where meant to be! It’s the story of her life… sorrow, tear driven eyes of hers…. She dont know why she be tripping for you…. She don’t want this to be no more… but when ever she walks out of that door, she thinks about you… she says she is over you now, but I know… that she be faithful to you even after you shut the door…. I wish as a close friend of that angel friend of mine, that you just open that door up one more… and let it be, I know from the way you look at her… that deep down you do love her, you knew it was meant to be… as a friend ill pry that door open once more… just so you two know once more it was meant to be… It kills me inside to know… that she be alone in this forsaken world… and to know you just be on the other side…. Don’t hurt her no more…. I can feel it like a pulse of electricity… it flies through this air…. Because I know she loves you so, I will fall from the worlds end to get you to the other end together… everytime, she just dies a little more when away from thee…. <3>

hope for the hopeless

mhmmm..... listen to this little thing i gota just write.... i thinking.... about this day we had.... we can start again.... just another day... take the time... and form those memories... that can make a baby cry and a married person smile..... bring it back to the start line.... so long... as i keep trying to make the wrong right..... bring it back.... i know you will stand by me... just i need to dive to the bottom to pick up this heart of mine... gona need you to be patient.... it will require what no girls asked of me...i will try to stay strong.... but u gota realize.... i aint that strong inside.... a little hole just makes me slide deeper....i realize, that you be the same.... and i hope from the bottom of the ocean that it wont be me, to make that hole...lets bring it back...just meet again at that start line that marks the start of eternity...start to make those remembering moments...make no holes within our shield.... no moles to makes us fall.... a frown turned upside down and into that little smile...

LIFE>sucks

I am so tired with this life of mine… I just wana reach out for a hand to help me out of this fucking dump…. Maybe I just done with trying… maybe I want to turn my eyes away… jump from this track of mine… Follow the pack of minds… Not fight through this slump of mine…. I imagine it be like in a dark endless hole… not being able to see forward or back… maybe I should just end this singlized path of mine…. I just starting to get this position im in… Coming to grips with this reality of mine… Finally realizing it be playing this heart of mine… this mind of mine… Just getting fucked when I think I reached it… Ever get in a fight, it be like I the loser and always getting shoved back to the ground… Head down…. Not wanting to look up for fear of eye contact…. I be so Fucking tired of this hell of mine… People look at me… they see a happy ridden boy of 15… not the joy empty shell of mine…. I know other peoples pain because through it all I see my fucking own… Done being me, done with this life… I kept trying to reach out… but the only hand I found was my own…. Im done trying to be someone else… done being myself…. It be time to change the guy I be… should I be like other guys… a dumbass mother fucker…. Or should I be a sweet heart…. Fag or lover…. Hater or a actor… everything is such a intense kind of gloomy… but I know what its to be… I’ll pick myself back up… and continue with the F*** life of mine… and jump up on that trial of mine and continue on with how I be….

Lying awake is just as sad as dreaming

I lie awake just dreaming about you… the hands behind my head lonely, my eyes searching the ceiling wishing that you where here… I watch the sunset, but it isn’t the same with out you there to hold me hand… I will turn over in bed… but that don’t help… for it reminds me… that’s what you did to me…. I watch the ocean crash against the shore… but that just makes me sad, for it reminds me how i asked you out on that same beach… I like awake just thinking about you… Wishing those hands, which I held, to catch this tear… It takes two to whisper I love you.. but only one have it crash around your ears…. I wished I don’t feel so alone… as many times I say I don’t feel alone… I know… that really I just be thinking of you… I lay in bed drifting to sleep dreaming about you… hoping that I could just move on but I really know I will never forget that darling who held my empty hand… I am asleep now just dreaming about you and in that dream where back together like its meant to be…. Good morning little angel

I know...

I know….. every time I wake up… I think of your smile… I know when ever I fall asleep I think that the thought you be thousand of miles away… But listen to your heart… before you tell me goodbye… I look into those eyes miles away… though I still can lose myself in them…. I wonder… when those miles don’t separate us… when you be a step away… how those eyes will effect me…. I wake up calling for you… but there be nothing you can do… I know why… for we be thousand of miles apart… but in this mind of mine… I look into those eyes as if they be ten feet apart… I know we might have others… but listen to our heart… and nothing will we can do… for they be fluttering the same beat…. Listen to these hearts of ours…. Bam bam they be going…. Ten feet apart or a thousand they still go BAM BAM…. So with these others just listen to that heart of ours..

I thought I told you… im just tiny bit crazy…

I thought I told you… im just tiny bit crazy… just bouncing off these walls… but it aight because I love you… I got money… I got the cars…. But in side this head of mine I be just a aight crazy… flashing lights trip me like a lighting star, tomorrow you’ll see me falling… the next day walking tall and proud… like the Eiffel tower in the fancy world of mine…. Im a pimp… I don’t needa another chick… but I keep looking.. I grovel on the ground for this chick of mine… I just met her… she be a lighting star…. In the Hollywood car of hers…. Tomorrow she be mine… that night she’ll be mine… I thought I told you… I be a crazy motha fucka… but it aight… for I told you… tomorrow you’ll be mind, tonight your mine and its all aight because I love you… Jump off a tower… crawl through this marsh brain of mine… with a thought of her in my mind… its like a spotlight on a angel… Its just the non-crazy bit of these walls…. Spell her name out… and It kinda sounds like Samii… bitch she be mine… im just a tiny bit crazy in the M*** fucking world of mine… for I be standing tall like the Eiffel tower one day… and the next I be a pebble in this world… I thought I told you…

GIrl what you say?

Girl what did you say…. Mmmmmm…. What did you say? I am so wrong, in which I did to you… I know I should’ve treated you better, I turned this face of mine away. To save you from this lust of mine… I know I should’ve treated you better, we where supposed to be there forever… when the truth came out…. I crumpled from the inside out….. I didn’t know what to say…. To that lovely face of thou’s…. thou be the love of my life and lasting forever…. When I lay on my back about to go to bed, I think about all our good moments… and little memories… That name of thou be on the tip of my tongue… dancing its way down to my heart… Now all my emotions be pouring out… I weep like a little baby, who was spanked and his toys taken away…. Now I be reliving those moments of mine…. My ass stinging from that spank… my eyes weeping for my toys now gone…. You did the spanking… and when you left I be weeping my dead heart out…. Whispering thou name, it be dancing on the tip of my tongue…. Just let me tell you I was wrong… I should’ve treated you better… thou be my one love… <3

shooting star

I thought I told you… I am your man…. I will love you like there is no tomorrow… but you said take that little fluttering heart of yours and just wish it apon a little star… I thought I had told you, I am your man… I’ll wish it apon a star that you be mine… I don’t need no other… You can date anyone else… I know it be a true thought of mine… that I be your man…. Just checking the night each night for that wishing star… never finding it till the day… walking to and from classes…. She is that little light of mine… I keep looking for that shooting star so she will be mine…. She got that spotlight on her…. The flashing lights just enhancing her… Moving in the moonlight light…. Dancing with me, while the shooting star flys over head with our fluttering hearts… She be mine now… I thought I told you… I am your man…

Eternal dance

That Light, just illuminating that angel face in the heavens… She is more then my angel… she is my wana be…. She knows that each look she gives me, just makes me wana smile and die with joy…. I wana pull her close and dance around the moon light floor…. I wana make her feel my happiness… in the far reached places of this waning heart of mine… She knows she can put her trust in me… she knows when I hold her close…. That she will feel eternal joy…. She wont hurt me anymore… I don’t want this to be anything else…. The sky turns blue with our love for each other…. The sun smiles down apon us walking, hand in hand…. We love each other more each passing sunrise and moonlight strolls we take… People feel it in the air… they whisper to each other… I wana have love like those two… I wana be in love like that couple who just walked by… every time I look to the sky I see her face in my minds eye…. She tells her friends everyday how much this guy is her man of her dreams…. They be those eternal angels in flight… making others envious of what they have… its what they see in each other… that keeps them in then eternal dance of the loved ones… They knew this was how it was supposed to be….

My best friends Poem for her

WHEN I FIRST SAW YOU, I THOUGHT I SAW A ANGEL ON A HILL. I WAS AKWARD AND A LITTLE SHY. YOU NOTICED AND FLASHED ME A LITTLE SMILE. I CRY THINKING ABOUT THOSE MOMENTS IN THE PAST. I FLASH THOSE MOMENTS IN MY MEMORY…. YOU HAD MORE THEN BUTTERFLIES IN THIS STOMACH OF MINE. I SAID SOME STUFF WHICH I WISH I COULD TAKE BACK. BUT ITS NOT MINE ANYMORE… YOU BROKE UP WITH ME. I KNEW THIS WAS RIGHT… FOR I WAS NOT WORTHY OF THOSE LITTLE FLUTTERS IN MY STOMACH… WE PULLED APART FOR A MONTH OR MORE. NOW I DON’T WANA BE ANYMORE… FOR YOU ARNT MINE… I NEVER KNEW WHAT A BIG MISTAKE I HAD MADE. I KNOW NOW THAT IT WASN’T A MISTAKE FOR NOW WE BE THERE ALWAYS FOR EACH OTHER… I DON’T WANA BE STUCK IN THIS PAST OF OURS… I WANA MAKE UP THOSE LOST DAYS OF OURS… YOU ARE STILL MY ANGEL ON THAT HILL… BUT IT’S A DIFFERENT LIGHT IN WHICH, I SEE YOU. NOW YOUR THERE TO HOLD THESE LONELY HANDS WHEN IN NEED. I SEE YOU MOVE ON AND LEARN TO LOVE YOUR MAN. IT FEELS ME WITH JOY. YOU SAY YOU KNOW ME, BUT IN THESE PAST THREE WEEKS IV CHANGED AND I DON’T REALLY KNOW ANYMORE. I DON’T WANA MESS ANYTHING UP ANYMORE. FOR IV DONE TO MUCH DAMAGE, TO YOU AND I. I DON’T WANA BE THAT WAY ANYMORE. I JUST WANA BE THERE FOR YOU. THROUGH SICKNESS AND PAIN. THROUGH JOY AND LOVE. FOR I THINK THIS WAS THE WAY IT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE. MY HEART FEELS WITH LOVE FROM THE MEMORIES. BUT I AM HAPPY WITH HOW WE ARE. I WILL SING AND DIE FOR YOU. I WILL WALK TO MOUNT EVEREST AND MORE… I CAN FEEL IT IN THE WAY I LOOK AT YOU. THAT I LOVE YOU MORE THEN FRIENDSHIP… BUT I DON’T WANA IT BE ANYMORE… FOR I AM HAPPY BEING HOW IT IS…. I DON’T WANA BE THE REASON OF YOUR HEART BREAKING…. I WANA BE THERE FOR YOU WHEN IT HAPPENS… NOT MY BACK TO YOU… I DON’T WANA DO THAT… I WILL BE THERE IF I BE 15 OR 100 YEARS OLD. I WILL BE THERE FOR YOU… IN MY GRAVE I WILL RISE FOR YOU… I HAVE LOVED YOU… I HAVE FAILED AND BEEN MOVED ON AS A FRIEND… I HAVE LOVED YOU AS YOUR BEST FRIEND AND PASSED. IT BRINGS ME JOY LIKE NO OTHER, I AM HAPPY WITH THIS… I WILL SING YOUR NAME OUT FOR THE WORLD TO HEAR AND KNOW THAT YOU BE MINE. I LOVE YOU SARAH, DON’T LET A PIECE OF PAPER OR MOUNT EVERST COME IN BETWEEN US… REMEMBER I WILL DIVE IN FRONT OF A BULLET FOR YOU…. REMEMBER THAT I WILL RAISE FROM THE GRAVE JUST TO COMFORT YOU…. I LOVE YOU AND WILL BE THERE ALWAYS FOR YOU GIRL….

romantic??

well thats romantic... two love birds... in foreva flight... but they look to the shadows... not the light... for the light be in each others eyes... the way she smiles at him... but he be looking in the shadows of his heart to see.... but really he is just dying within himself..... He looks over and see's those beautiful eyes of hers... that smile just lights his world... but she be looking over her shoulder and the guy... but really they just be looking at shadows... hoping the other... would... believe that they just loved each other....

a friend long gone

Seconds chances are nice, third r sweet... a annoying boy a kinda guy you hate more then any others... I was a little boy… I will just wana know I set it right when I thought I could no more… I wana go to sleep and wake up and have this be a dream… I told myself I could’ve done better… But I know I didn’t… I just made it worse for myself… almost had our friendship fixed… now I just know that I really was just pulling it down from the tree…. I feel bad deep down… I know if I ask you… you will say that I don’t wana talk to you…. I finally get that now… I just wana let you know, im sorry, wish I could’ve done better, and now im going, I realize that you were a friend of mine who brought a smile to my lips, a hope to my life… and I will go now… later…

drama girl

Thank you drama… For inviting me out on this lovely night… Cant I believe I fell in love with a dancer… Left and right… Watch her just move… Left and right… She just be so perfect… Its almost like a Sunday split wit a cherry on top… She just doing her thing… not a minute over… She just be so perfect and natural for me… Can you believe my fantasy was a dancer… she just got me dreaming… Late night dance floors… I see her moving… Like in my fantasy… going up and down, left and right… Twirling like a ice cream swirl.. her body moving under that light… she has me dreaming… I cant believe my fantasy was gona be this girl…. who just keeps me dreaming…

a friend thats gone...

Your nickname was my girl… You’re the only thing on my mind… I fall asleep with these crazy thoughts that you where mine…. I can see you in… every girl, that I see around the town… But now you aren’t mine… You’re now the mans across that street… I will keep doing my thing… But the only thing that was on my mind… Had the nickname my girl… I had a table for two… You and me… Walk down the road… but this life is a game… I walk tall but my mind will shrink down with the idea that I missed this chance of mine… But check this out… I might be staring out these windows… just thinking that there aint nothing to live for… But I know I am gona just keep moving on… I look back and think thanks… your not mine… but I know in my heart you will always be that friend of mine… You can slap me, trash me with dirty little words… But nothing will touch that feeling that you… Will always be my friend… When the world feels like it is over… you can come to me… I’ll be looking out these windows… just wondering, when you might just give me this second chance… to at least be that friend… I will be waiting… For the girl… my nickname girl….

my best friends poem for me

The weekend we met how could I have known

I saw you that first time standing alone

I was new to the crowd and a little bit scared

I needed a friend who really cared

I never thought it would be you who'd come when I was down

I always felt if my life flooded you'd just let me drown

I don't know how it happened,

you were suddenly my best friend

I sat and listened to you cry

Your broken heart I tried to mend

You told me about the girl you loved

I told you be patient

I told you, you could always depend on me

One night we were talking about something she'd done

I had known I use to like you but then it hit me all in one

Suddenly I knew I loved you more than life itself

I love you more than words can say

I think about you everyday

You are my best friend and I hate to see you cry

and whoever girl you marry

she's the luckiest girl I've ever known

But just know you're never on your own

I love you, my best friend

The girls be showing their...

You are so far away…. But this wont be so bad… Dear girl… I’ll write... txt and call you… Only way… that this could go bad… is if you just don’t hit me back… This aint so bad… Dear girl… If you don’t want to… I’ll go… it not that hard… you will see my back… walking into the black… but wait… you don’t realize… I got your picture In my back pocket and I keep looking at it… Just wishing that you didn’t tell me to turn and go… Why you tell me… that I had a chance… why you say that I could’ve been that one… Dear girl… This is your last chance… to try and catch this fluttering heart of mine… Hey I told you… that I had your picture in my back pocket… I keep looking… In the back of my mind… I keep thinking… that girl I had a chance… But hey… I knew you would turn that face away from mine… It might not be so bad… but now it is my turn to start jamming and rolling how I do best… I look left and I see those faces turning… flash a smile and they be mine now… I be looking right and I see the quick glance and a smile… The gliter in there eyes… I walk up and just say… hey… it just starts to get crazy with the moon over head… I be outa control… I start walking forward to my dance floor… hands just grabbing but only one… is holding on to mine… I be like boys back up… this girl is mine… Dj hit that song… we be outa control… with the moon overhead… the ladies… be outa control… but it be only us girl… for now I know… what I want my dream girl to be… It be my call, I look into your eyes and smile… We be just out on the floor…

(THIS IS NOT DONE....)

sophie poem

Last night was just another… Crazy thing that…. Cant be taken back… but I know that… if I could… it would be like this… Yo baby… Im feeling down.. just listen to me… and let me tell… how this could be… I wont run from you… I will sprint back to you… I cant stay away… I know you feel the same… try this for a start… grab my hand.. Trust me for just 2 minutes and let me spin you around in my heart and mind… It be kinda like this… I was hurting… I was just kinda scared… my pants where down and I was starting something new… you happen to be there… and you where my closest friend I got right now… Shhh.. Hold my hand.. and stare into my eyes and see if there be any funny shit… lets just start new.. and you will see… that I aint that bad…. It kinda crazy how this is… I know you are like me in some ways… you know that this isn’t just my story…it be ours all the way… dear miss sophie… you aint mine… but these feelings are shared…. Beyond the stars that are your eyes… they are felt deep down… you alone know how sad I am… you bring the sparkle to my eyes… and a smile to my lips…

old poetry

I turn around but find a stone.

I run to you, but find a tree.

I search for you and find nothing.

I dream about you but cant move.

I think about you my mind freezes.

I open my eyes.

I found you.

A rose.

In a world of death.

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My arms will fail to move

My legs feel like logs

In a daze

My heart feels like a bowling ball

It is missing something

You ______

It is missing you now…

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You remind me of a sunset

Quite and beautiful

You remind me of a rose

Sweet and pretty

You remind me of a tree

Strong, and patient

You remind me of a black hole

That is my heart after you left

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I fight to control my love

But its like a wave

Beyond control

Of any one being

Impossible to stop

And forever

its beautiful beyond compare

my love for u is

like one of these waves…

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Your eyes are the stars of my night

Your smile is the light of my day

Your laugh is the music to my ears

Your words are the wisdom to come

Your joy the happiness of my world

Your caring the spur of my love

But your blindness to my love

Is what will stop my heart

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Just know my heart is aching

Just know I wana hold you for eternity

I wana know your there for me

I pass by girls with out looking

For I know deep down they wont be good enough

As you are for me

Just know it hurts to see you so far

For I miss you tremoundsly

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My arms are dead

My brain stalls

My legs fail to move

My eyes are locked

My heart jumps

My stomach quenches

All

Because of a angel

You.

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When you talk to me…

I can’t think

I can’t talk

I can’t break your spell

You’re my other side

With out you

I am empty

Lost in this dark void

Of a world

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I have a angel

I wana hold my angel

I wana kiss my angel

I wana go out with my angel

I wana hold the smooth hands of my angel

I wana get to know the angel

I cry when I find she is outa my league

I feel empty with out my angel

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Myself

Lately… I Have been feeling down. Trying to get through to you… Just pick myself back up.. I been disking myself for.. these past years, but tomorrow.. im gona start new.. and try to show you.. how I am.. its kinda how I role now… Oh yeah, I been down for the past couple years.. its how I feel and hear.. I been acting like it’s the last year.. never cared.. never feared… Iv walked miles.. Im grown past my years… I might be 15 but its like iv lived my life over and over… iv tried to care.. but its not mine to feel… I may be down.. but I fear this might be my last year… not to care… my life is, a whole joke to others, its crazy how I am.. I might not tell you my life story.. but lets see if you can see how it is.. to just be me… I aint pretty.. I aint cool… but yet I look.. to these stars… but they are to far too reach.. this just might be corny.. but I hope you don’t care… iv walked miles.. in my mind.. its kinda crazy… im just starting to realize how much.. I just don’t care.. I been trying to reach you… to change how I am… I know it be you.. who cares so much about me… Stand in these shoes, and you will see… I aint crazy…. Im starting to think this just might be… far fetched and none caring… im just trying to tell… who will listen in this crazy world…. People be calling me sad.. people been calling weird… I know that It just might be true… for it be my calling…. It just don’t matter… This is how I role.. this is my beauty and fucking calling… You follow me around.. and say that, that isn’t mine… Yo hoe that isn’t your calling.. They be biting my… calling.. I didn’t ask for this… it just be mine to.. share and pass on through my heart and words…. Iv been told I been crazy.. but hey.. I know I been crazy and lost.. You know lately… Iv walked miles.. Im grown past my years… I might be 15 but its like iv lived my life over and over… iv tried to care… But no one hears… My words are like air.. they arnt heard.. They be up there… just not heard and not important enough for these people… I been trying to call to me and tell who I really truly am…. But maybe this aint be how its supposed to be.. maybe im just supposed to be.. like all these others… Just lay down.. and listen and do… I’ll trade these shoes in… and live this life… with no calling other then the worlds… Is that the truth of this crazy world… I been living this life as a joke… I been fucked over and need something to pull myself outa this hump… my heart has holes thrice over… my mind and soul.. been sent to the sky… and my being depressed to nothing in this… lovely existence of mine.. I heard that im sad and feeling down… just realized it be true.. maybe im so sad I be happy… damn maybe I should be a angel and devil.. for they rest in wat I thought be my own existence… its not mine I realize now it be just a… common place dream.. thought out to torment me.. It brings me close to these unearthly tears… im slowly losing my place in this world… If you look deep down inside this wilting heart.. you will see.. a beauty soul trying hard to reach out.. To my friends.. Stay strong… To my love.. I wont forget you… To my enemies.. I forgive you… My wrong doings.. im sorry to do that.. and world I love you… Stay true and Beautiful!

My Little Jam

Yo girl… this is my little jam…. I want to open your eyes to my… I think you know what is right… deep down its just kinda like this…. You want to love someone… but it oh so hard… to come out and tell... yo I know it aint the same… but do you get… that if you wer here.. I would be holding you… oh oh.. so close… just lifting that lovely face to mine… oh where is the love? Where have my values of equality? Oh what that you just say? Where is the love? Oh oh.. my girl… I know deep down… it kinda just like this… one word.. one word… it came so sudden…. What I always tell you? That it kinda like this… you cry because no one cares… but really you know deep down… the world is twirling around that thing you have… its called girl… little love…. Im your big boy… just trying to open your eyes… and tilt that little head up… I see that tear rolling down..

You don’t know how bad I wana just reach up… and wipe that little tear… for it a tear in my universe…. Just as much at it on your cheek…. Its called little love… in a twirling world… I cant hold on… the more I try the more I fall down… I don’t ever see u coming back… to the…. I just wish that… when I set my head down to rest… that it be a dream… just to wake up… to open my own eyes….. why the world keep spinning…. Im so ready… just to… break down and cry… when I close my eyes… it kinda like this… have you ever wanted to tell someone deep down… that you… just l-l-l-love her… this world needs to stop spinning… it making me sick.. down to the bottom.. of my dead stricken heart…. For its what deep down… I wana just try and say… yo girl just open those eyes and let me tell you my pain… it has a little name… for it called little love… my show is over… my world is down to the last human being… you said you weren’t leaving… but I know… that when this world starts spinning…. I cant hold on… im keeping it real…. Im just trying to hold on… but that is when… I just realize… this is a dream… I wana just continue on.. holding you…. But this is a dream…. I wana tell you open those lovely blue eyes… and see that deep down… it was meant to be… I keep trying to understand….

My angel...

I met my Angel one afternoon

She is the one that I would die for

She is the one I would cry for

She is the one that I would get on my knee’s

And say will you marry me

She is my angel

My jaw drops when I see her

My heart skips when I feel her touch

My legs tremble when she says my name

Who else makes me feel this way

Answer is

No one

But u

My first song ever....

Girl just hold up listen to me a little

It my time to tell you how it is

I have you on my mind

All the time dreaming and wishing

you where in my arms

Laying next to me at night

I can go on, and on

Hold up girl

(chorus)

This is my time to tell you how I feel

You are my angel

The beauty in my life

I cant worry about our past

I hafta put this on the line

Because it is my time

Let me hear you say

What I know you wana say

Girl I know this might be hard

But I know you love me

Girl your voice is like quicksand

Just pulling me down

When I walk these lonely streets

I hear your voice, just pulling me down

Seeing you through that window

With another man

Is pulling me down

I know your not happy

I know I am your warrior

I wear the invisible armor for you

Taking the blows each time

Just because I know

That you love me deep down

(chorus)

This is my time to tell you how I feel

You are my angel

The beauty in my life

Now it is my time to tell you no more,

Its my time, my time

That you came to me

And I warped My arms around you

And pulled you close, your mine

I know you love me, but that

Is the past

Girl I will wear your armor

I will take those hits for you

I will fly to Jupiter and back for you

My love

You’re my girl

When I look at you I feel

Like your eyes are the stars of my night

Like your smile is the light of my day

Like your laugh is the music to my ears

Like your words are the wisdom to come

Like your joy the happiness of my world

Like your caring the spur of my love

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This is my time to tell you how I feel

You are my angel

The beauty in my life

Babe I love you

I know you love me

Just emit it

I will not wait for ever

Nevertheless, this is your time and mine