My best friends Poem for her

WHEN I FIRST SAW YOU, I THOUGHT I SAW A ANGEL ON A HILL. I WAS AKWARD AND A LITTLE SHY. YOU NOTICED AND FLASHED ME A LITTLE SMILE. I CRY THINKING ABOUT THOSE MOMENTS IN THE PAST. I FLASH THOSE MOMENTS IN MY MEMORY…. YOU HAD MORE THEN BUTTERFLIES IN THIS STOMACH OF MINE. I SAID SOME STUFF WHICH I WISH I COULD TAKE BACK. BUT ITS NOT MINE ANYMORE… YOU BROKE UP WITH ME. I KNEW THIS WAS RIGHT… FOR I WAS NOT WORTHY OF THOSE LITTLE FLUTTERS IN MY STOMACH… WE PULLED APART FOR A MONTH OR MORE. NOW I DON’T WANA BE ANYMORE… FOR YOU ARNT MINE… I NEVER KNEW WHAT A BIG MISTAKE I HAD MADE. I KNOW NOW THAT IT WASN’T A MISTAKE FOR NOW WE BE THERE ALWAYS FOR EACH OTHER… I DON’T WANA BE STUCK IN THIS PAST OF OURS… I WANA MAKE UP THOSE LOST DAYS OF OURS… YOU ARE STILL MY ANGEL ON THAT HILL… BUT IT’S A DIFFERENT LIGHT IN WHICH, I SEE YOU. NOW YOUR THERE TO HOLD THESE LONELY HANDS WHEN IN NEED. I SEE YOU MOVE ON AND LEARN TO LOVE YOUR MAN. IT FEELS ME WITH JOY. YOU SAY YOU KNOW ME, BUT IN THESE PAST THREE WEEKS IV CHANGED AND I DON’T REALLY KNOW ANYMORE. I DON’T WANA MESS ANYTHING UP ANYMORE. FOR IV DONE TO MUCH DAMAGE, TO YOU AND I. I DON’T WANA BE THAT WAY ANYMORE. I JUST WANA BE THERE FOR YOU. THROUGH SICKNESS AND PAIN. THROUGH JOY AND LOVE. FOR I THINK THIS WAS THE WAY IT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE. MY HEART FEELS WITH LOVE FROM THE MEMORIES. BUT I AM HAPPY WITH HOW WE ARE. I WILL SING AND DIE FOR YOU. I WILL WALK TO MOUNT EVEREST AND MORE… I CAN FEEL IT IN THE WAY I LOOK AT YOU. THAT I LOVE YOU MORE THEN FRIENDSHIP… BUT I DON’T WANA IT BE ANYMORE… FOR I AM HAPPY BEING HOW IT IS…. I DON’T WANA BE THE REASON OF YOUR HEART BREAKING…. I WANA BE THERE FOR YOU WHEN IT HAPPENS… NOT MY BACK TO YOU… I DON’T WANA DO THAT… I WILL BE THERE IF I BE 15 OR 100 YEARS OLD. I WILL BE THERE FOR YOU… IN MY GRAVE I WILL RISE FOR YOU… I HAVE LOVED YOU… I HAVE FAILED AND BEEN MOVED ON AS A FRIEND… I HAVE LOVED YOU AS YOUR BEST FRIEND AND PASSED. IT BRINGS ME JOY LIKE NO OTHER, I AM HAPPY WITH THIS… I WILL SING YOUR NAME OUT FOR THE WORLD TO HEAR AND KNOW THAT YOU BE MINE. I LOVE YOU SARAH, DON’T LET A PIECE OF PAPER OR MOUNT EVERST COME IN BETWEEN US… REMEMBER I WILL DIVE IN FRONT OF A BULLET FOR YOU…. REMEMBER THAT I WILL RAISE FROM THE GRAVE JUST TO COMFORT YOU…. I LOVE YOU AND WILL BE THERE ALWAYS FOR YOU GIRL….