Friday, September 11, 2009

Eternal dance

That Light, just illuminating that angel face in the heavens… She is more then my angel… she is my wana be…. She knows that each look she gives me, just makes me wana smile and die with joy…. I wana pull her close and dance around the moon light floor…. I wana make her feel my happiness… in the far reached places of this waning heart of mine… She knows she can put her trust in me… she knows when I hold her close…. That she will feel eternal joy…. She wont hurt me anymore… I don’t want this to be anything else…. The sky turns blue with our love for each other…. The sun smiles down apon us walking, hand in hand…. We love each other more each passing sunrise and moonlight strolls we take… People feel it in the air… they whisper to each other… I wana have love like those two… I wana be in love like that couple who just walked by… every time I look to the sky I see her face in my minds eye…. She tells her friends everyday how much this guy is her man of her dreams…. They be those eternal angels in flight… making others envious of what they have… its what they see in each other… that keeps them in then eternal dance of the loved ones… They knew this was how it was supposed to be….

Tuesday, September 8, 2009

My best friends Poem for her

WHEN I FIRST SAW YOU, I THOUGHT I SAW A ANGEL ON A HILL. I WAS AKWARD AND A LITTLE SHY. YOU NOTICED AND FLASHED ME A LITTLE SMILE. I CRY THINKING ABOUT THOSE MOMENTS IN THE PAST. I FLASH THOSE MOMENTS IN MY MEMORY…. YOU HAD MORE THEN BUTTERFLIES IN THIS STOMACH OF MINE. I SAID SOME STUFF WHICH I WISH I COULD TAKE BACK. BUT ITS NOT MINE ANYMORE… YOU BROKE UP WITH ME. I KNEW THIS WAS RIGHT… FOR I WAS NOT WORTHY OF THOSE LITTLE FLUTTERS IN MY STOMACH… WE PULLED APART FOR A MONTH OR MORE. NOW I DON’T WANA BE ANYMORE… FOR YOU ARNT MINE… I NEVER KNEW WHAT A BIG MISTAKE I HAD MADE. I KNOW NOW THAT IT WASN’T A MISTAKE FOR NOW WE BE THERE ALWAYS FOR EACH OTHER… I DON’T WANA BE STUCK IN THIS PAST OF OURS… I WANA MAKE UP THOSE LOST DAYS OF OURS… YOU ARE STILL MY ANGEL ON THAT HILL… BUT IT’S A DIFFERENT LIGHT IN WHICH, I SEE YOU. NOW YOUR THERE TO HOLD THESE LONELY HANDS WHEN IN NEED. I SEE YOU MOVE ON AND LEARN TO LOVE YOUR MAN. IT FEELS ME WITH JOY. YOU SAY YOU KNOW ME, BUT IN THESE PAST THREE WEEKS IV CHANGED AND I DON’T REALLY KNOW ANYMORE. I DON’T WANA MESS ANYTHING UP ANYMORE. FOR IV DONE TO MUCH DAMAGE, TO YOU AND I. I DON’T WANA BE THAT WAY ANYMORE. I JUST WANA BE THERE FOR YOU. THROUGH SICKNESS AND PAIN. THROUGH JOY AND LOVE. FOR I THINK THIS WAS THE WAY IT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE. MY HEART FEELS WITH LOVE FROM THE MEMORIES. BUT I AM HAPPY WITH HOW WE ARE. I WILL SING AND DIE FOR YOU. I WILL WALK TO MOUNT EVEREST AND MORE… I CAN FEEL IT IN THE WAY I LOOK AT YOU. THAT I LOVE YOU MORE THEN FRIENDSHIP… BUT I DON’T WANA IT BE ANYMORE… FOR I AM HAPPY BEING HOW IT IS…. I DON’T WANA BE THE REASON OF YOUR HEART BREAKING…. I WANA BE THERE FOR YOU WHEN IT HAPPENS… NOT MY BACK TO YOU… I DON’T WANA DO THAT… I WILL BE THERE IF I BE 15 OR 100 YEARS OLD. I WILL BE THERE FOR YOU… IN MY GRAVE I WILL RISE FOR YOU… I HAVE LOVED YOU… I HAVE FAILED AND BEEN MOVED ON AS A FRIEND… I HAVE LOVED YOU AS YOUR BEST FRIEND AND PASSED. IT BRINGS ME JOY LIKE NO OTHER, I AM HAPPY WITH THIS… I WILL SING YOUR NAME OUT FOR THE WORLD TO HEAR AND KNOW THAT YOU BE MINE. I LOVE YOU SARAH, DON’T LET A PIECE OF PAPER OR MOUNT EVERST COME IN BETWEEN US… REMEMBER I WILL DIVE IN FRONT OF A BULLET FOR YOU…. REMEMBER THAT I WILL RAISE FROM THE GRAVE JUST TO COMFORT YOU…. I LOVE YOU AND WILL BE THERE ALWAYS FOR YOU GIRL….